Sunday June 11, Day 4--AM

Today I felt better waking up, I didn't wake up in a complete panic every hour last night. Today we face an interesting dilemma. We want to share with people at church what is going on, but we don't know how or with whom. I have learned that it sucks to just call people up or even worse, see them in person and say "hey, by the way, I have Breast Cancer." They don't know what to say, I don't want to feel patronized, and they are frankly blindsided. I feel bad telling people sometimes, as funny as that sounds. I just want to get through this stage where everyone knows and I'm "outed" with the latest major fact in my life.